do you have the sightliest idea what you do to me?

you need to open your pretty brown eyes,and see that i only want to be with you, that your the only one that can make me happy, that can make me feel like im on top of the world. My blood seems to boil because you can't understand that. you need to let it transfer into your damn brain. your the one that i want to take care of,the rest of my life, your the one that i've been longing for all my life. i know im young right now,but i really can't imagine my days without you. your the only thing that seems to be running perfectly in my brain, now a days, and it hurts, that were not together right now, it breaks my heart. The pain that i've given you, murders me at night, every night. i just want to erase all the mistakes,because they haunt me. but what would life be without mistakes?


...more to come, head hurts.