Setsuna and Tyelu were given to me by Devon.
They were my first actual pets, that i took care of.
i love them so much. Turtles are my Animal soulmates<3
but unfortunately they passed away :/
Setsuna-may. 23 and Tyelu- a week after.
it still breaks my heart, into pieces imaginable.
i miss going into my room and seeing them there, waiting to be nurse, waiting to be spoken to.
i'll always miss them. and i still think about them til this day. i dont know what i did wrong, and i dont know if they were suffering,that's probably why i cant get over it. My mom thinks that they got the flu.. because i was sick, really sick, i had a fever. And as soon as i was getting better... they died... you have no clue.. actually i think no one would ever understand how it felt, to pick them up.. after they had no soul in them.. they felt so limp.. i couldnt stop crying for a few days. and i know they wouldnt want me to be weak.. i must be strong. and keep remembering. because if i ever forget.. i'll be guilty. Mermories are what makes us, us. What makes us alive. i have to admit, i want another turtle.. but it's too soon now. and i dont want to put another animal in pain D; When i told my dad about it.. he made me feel more ashamed.. he made me cry more. because he blamed me for there death.. and it still hurts til this day. i mean, he would never know.. no one would ever know. because to them, there just turtles. but to me they were mine. <3 i would kiss them and treat them like humans, because in my eyes they were. sigh.. this is the time i wish we can go back to past. that day when i lost them both... i felt like i lost everything...
