Today

felt so uncomfortable. i felt out of place. like i didn't belong. like no one was reallylistening. Sitting on a chair for more then four hours, was disgusting too. i just wanted to be home.I mean i wasn't coming home to anything.. nothing to nurse anymore:/all i came home to was a messy stinky room. that needs to be cleaned up.. but maybe i'll do it later..And for once im actually glad to me home.i feel like there's a bit of a earthquake going on in my head today, and that's no good. All i need is your voice.. not even.. your presences. i can't even remember how long i've been longing for it.But im excited for tonight, because i'll be meeting you in my dreams.Sleepybear. <3