i hate nights that i can't seem to find sleep.

Because i wanna feel safe in my dreams like i wish i did last night.
Last night i couldn't find sleep till six in the morning. sigh-
and now im sleepy. im starving for a nap. i don't understand... but i just can't sleep in my room. I stay up because i'm too busy thinking too much.Thinking about life... what if were living in a lie?--i mean there are honest people out there. But what if life isn't what we think it is.People can actually walk on this earth and not really be living.I was thinking last night; i don't know how some people do it. live there lives miserable and in despair. life is too beautiful to put it to waste.

Going through shades of EMOTIONS AND EXPERIENCES each day is what i find best.