I have to say sometimes i put all the badness to the side, even if it's over the top bad and start new.And as for that,i trust.i believe. I wish at so many times that you can swallow up the words that was once spoken, and act as if nothing happen. But it's not like that way, i have to deal with the heartache that i gave two people that i love deeply and care about.on the other hand me and someone can heal soon because of a trip that's coming up soon, well at least we'll be happy then.It might not be the same with trust issues, but we'll get there.I know we can survive this storm<3 and i was never sure of something.Being that i slept at 5ish in the morning yesterday,why? that's where i wander the most, i just lay in bed with my eyes close but awake,thinking.Thinking to me, is sometimes a dangerous weapon someone can have.agree?yes.... Silence is too.
It hurts and cuts up old wounds once again to know that i can hurt.
I don't want to hurt anymore. this feeling stink, literally it stinks.
Why do we humans need to be capable of things that were not sure we can control.
"When the broken hearts are mended and the many tears are dried,you learn".
I've learned.Trust me.
Thinking and being optimistic can bring slightly some happiness.
Oh this morning is being saved from rotting in so many ways.I love music and writing.
