Okay so maybe i didn't mean what i said about my dad " i dont care what happens to him" because well of course i do, he's my dad. But sometimes im fed up with the things he splits out. It hurts and It kills and those words directly sink into my brain and gets krazy glued.
I have a good deal of great friends and boyfriend who pick me up just when im about to fall. They remind me that im here today and i should work day by day.They remind me that i shouldn't stress the future so much.
yesterday night i put my not so good skills onto my keyboard. I played what i've learned in piano class and i just messed around.I found out some pretty tunes that i never knew existed on my piano. And this clam me down. I felt like me.
I also drew three frog-humans characters which came out pretty sweet.And a half angry dinosaur:) -- This also calmed me down.
The simplest things make me feel like Janiri Jerez once again.
P.S ; i miss Setsuna and Tyelu Y.B
P.P.S; i also want a job to work for a camera and a cellphone and books to read.
P.P.P.S This picture made me smile and laugh <3<3<3
