August.23.2009.(sunday night)
i ran through so much emotions while i was in my aunt's car. It was all so new to me, but yet those feelings felt so good.The night before my trip, i planned on staying up the whole night because what was the point of sleep if i needed to get up in a couple of hours.So me and my sister watched 27 dresses(something among that line-_-)later after that, we watched the house on the left, which in my opinion was way too vivid but loved it.That night i was so nervous to the point that i was chewing gum way to hard and way too loud.I was already falling into the thought of being home sick.i honestly never been apart my family,dev,and friends for a whole week without speaking to them.So i wasn't to sure how i was going to survive that.Also that night i couldn't stop craving for some rockyroad D; My heart will ache for the silence that i would have between me and dev.Today we made 8months.
August.24,2009(monday morning 4isham)
in about two hours, i will be seating on an airplane with my seat beat tight around my waist. i'm having an anxiety attack.The sunset hasn't raised yet.Im not screaming because im listening to our song -laughs-i feel a bit okay because i feel like your with me when this song plays.*you never know how something feels until you experience it* i await for the sunset
9:15am -> the sunset arrived while me and my sister,liz and everyone else was waiting for the airplane to move.i did want i knew i was going to do,i was holding onto the seat so tight, as soon as the airplane took speed and off the ground, i let go of the hand rest and put my hands on my face and shut my eyes really tight and i startled to tear up, because i was so scared.I was shaking.It happened so quickly. i had to reassure my self that i was going to be okay and for me to peep out the window when it was high up on the air. This morning, after i sightly clam down a bit,looked over the window,moving slowly,saw the beautiful clouds and startled to see all kinds of things as in shapes,animals,cartoons,faces, i felt so free. Finally i had the guts to say, "Fear did not consume me" The water and clouds looked so peaceful. My ears didn't pop like everyone said it will.I actually got up to go use the bathroom while the airplane was moving!:D which ended me in shocked. My cousin liz got plane sick,vomiting and such.But she did get all better. i dont know why but i ended up naming my pad eyes. We finally arrived D.r and all i could say to some what sum up is wow. D.r so beautiful. I felt like i met a whole different world. i couldn't stop smiling because of all the trees and the free animals and all the clouds, the sky was so clear. Everything was different, the food, the air, even the people. THERE SO HAPPY.
the water over there is very clear.
-> days splattered together.
There so much to say. This trip made me so relaxed at mind.I honestly think i came back different. I found myself in the trees. And i left my insecurities within them.
The people who worked at the hotel were so much fun. I want to travel more. The sky in d.r are priceless. you can actually see the stars, more the one, more then five.I was depending on stars the whole trip<3. Im glad to those who wished me a great trip, because i actually came back safe. My sister did get sick along the way, very sick,we had to stay in the hospital for a night.So i experienced sleeping in the hospital for one night. It was a bit scary. We slept late and woke up early. We lived in the pool, and ocean and soaked up the bright hot sun everyday.i became very fond of 7up with lemon.I miss having breakfast and every other meal with my aunts, my cousins, and my sister.On the last day there, we went to float on the ocean, im not sure what it's called, but it's like a boat, but then again a bicycle. I was completely shaking when i tried the first time,i wish i was a turtle but yet im scare of being deep in the ocean.The sharks is what im scared of. i guess the water being so deep hunted me.I went a second time and it was better then my first. But never ever again. I actually miss dominican republic already. but i missed my family,friends,dev more, so i'm glad im back home.oh and my imagination click very well with clouds,on the way going to d.r i saw two turtles sitting ontop of eachother,like one of the pictures i took of setsuna and tyelu..sigh.In my heart i knew it was them.<3
i did have a wonderful time though and EVERYONE DESERVES AND NEEDS TO GO ON A VACATION AT LEAST THREE TIMES A YEAR. ITS QUITE HEALTHY.
