YOU ARE THE FUNK THAT WILL NEVER LEAVE.

No matter how many times I decide to take a shower. I can sit here and type so much horrible things about you. But I wont, because you are not worth the words. All I will say is that you have dismember me, so congratulations to you. Today I woke up feeling like I had a hangover, but last night I did not drink, wishing it was still night time because I fell asleep with my clothes on that I had came in with and I had a massive headache. Not knowing how I went to sleep or what I simply did. Mission accomplished eh?


You have made me into this careless creature
and it wasn't controllable
But the verbal abuse abused me.

I'm a monster when I'm with you
you were drowning who I really was
I'm a bit of a mess without you.

I now understand why we parted
we were no longer good use
to our own mentality and health.

But please don't sit there and write
sweet things,that you were planning of doing
because you missed me,because it makes me sick.

To think that a love so strong can die so quick
it takes me out of my fantasy, because i once believe that love was
something so pure and the only thing that lived.
I guess we stabbed it too many times, it was already bound to die.
We poured blood every night into our sleeping sheets and ignored it,
and not once we thought to bring those sheets into the washing machine.

I know what your maybe thinking
“YOU RUINED US, YOU FUCKING DUMBASS”
But honestly it was both of us,so you shall take a stand as well.

You were needles and I pleasantly jumped onto it. And survived. This is how I know I'll be alright.
You are no longer apart of me, and it's probably better this way. So I will no longer hold the person you created for me,or the things you've done and said or the things you thought. Your forgiven. There's no more storms just cool clam waves, and for our island? Let someone else encounter it. And same to you,goodbye for good. Good luck to your future, hope everything goes the way you wanted it to go. I know you'll be alright.




I didn't want to post this blog up because i knew those feelings were just a one time thing, but today i spoke to you and things startled to ease down,make sense at least, but then you destroyed that by doing something over rated. so thanks again.By slapping anger across my face.