I want to inspire,along with me being inspired.I feel like that's what i need in order to feel complete.This feeling of me wanting to be complete is becoming so unbearable.I mean i feel complete when im with people i love or people that make me happy or even the music that is destroying my hearing. But i need to feel complete on my own.Does that make sense? It's starting to ache because there's so much things i know i can do just by one movement.And all im doing is sitting here,typing away to you.Being stopped by laziness!Who made up laziness?..It's such a horrible thing. I can't help but get bothered with selfish people.I mean I can be selfish if i wanted to be.But not to the point that i want everything and the only thing i think about is myself.People out there actually want more then what they have already,and when they get what they want,they want even more!..Why can't you just be content with the things you have? There's people out there who are naked,emotionally/physically wounded,starving,etc.and they seem to maintain themselves with what they got, so why can't we do the same?Another irritation that is chasing me is the fashion sense this society has now a days.were not "allow" to not wear skinny jeans? because if we don't we get made fun of? what is that? there just jeans.Get over that, and think of more important things.Along with that i feel like i need to say this,because rumors made about me is sicken me.So next time when there's a story running along, please hear both sides,ask me,instead of judging so quickly, and then having a bad impression of me.Its not that difficult.trust me i would do the same.gees people have a heart and a brain.I have some personal things that my fingers want to bleed onto this keyboard,but it's not that personal because if it were it wouldn't be here. But anywho, Me and my dad seem like were starting to get along more, he even told me to give writing a chance and to start with everything i see,the way i walk, the way this house is, or my feelings..just to write everything down,even if i think it's stupid,just write it down. I've startled reading Anne Frank's book...Finally..i was beginning to feel like i was the only person who hasn't read it.so thanks Sergio.
Sometimes i want to sit down in front of the second largest aquarium(located in japan)and stare/analyze it for hours.
