I'm tired.

I'm tired of this feeling.This feeling that i'm becoming so fond of.Don't get me wrong, i have the best people around me that can easily make me happy or just make me sane for the time.But at the end of the day when thoughts seem to roll in,i become sightly on edge,feeling uncomfortable,feeling lonely,feeling out of place.I don't know what it is and i'm tired of trying to figure it out.Won't somebody just give me a fortune cookie with the answer inside?


Let me drown in this.

I want to feel happy with myself.I want to believe that i can accomplish things without anyone's help.i want to feel like myself again.I mean i'm holding on so i won't fall into that hole where souls spend there days looking for there bodies,when there bodies are right beneath them.I just don't think that i can hold on for any longer.I guess what im trying to say is i want someone to broom my insecurities away. I want to feel like the way i felt in 4th grade,brave with confidence that i didn't know i had.Sometimes i miss it, miss being a kid. Where nothing matter but drawing,candy,cartoons,video games,bikes and ice cream.